Let's Do This!

So guess what I'm doing right this moment.  I'm eating a chocolate chip and pecan cookie with a tall ice cold glass of milk.  Tonight is my last "meal" and I wanted to make it whatever I wanted.  So I picked milk and cookies, my personal favorite (:  Tomorrow starts my life.  No matter what, I will do this!  And tomorrow is a water fast day to purge my system of impurities.  I'm more excited than I've ever been to do something so... pure and perfect.  By August 23 I will be 100 lbs.  No excuses!  Come first day of school I will be beautiful.  I just got back from the beautiful New York City and I am more inspired than ever.  Plus, I got the cutest clothes there that I know I would look great in if I lost 20 lbs.  An easy 20 lbs because my mind is set.  It's not just the weight.  I want to purge myself of all impurities.  I'm going to make it a promise to myself, to keep my room and my personal belongings in an organizable sort of way, clean and beautiful.  I want to make my life my own, and losing the weight is the first step while at the same time keeping my surroundings neat.  And I want to learn a new instrument.  I want to learn the violin.  So I'm going to decide when school starts back up if I have the time to do so.  And if I do, you'll be the first to know!   And this year, I'm going to work 10 times...no, 20 times as hard on my ballet.  I want to be the best.  This next month is crunch time.

On another note, I wanted to develop the best inspiration possible.  I think we all need support sometimes, or all the time, and I think that if some of us grouped together, just a small group, then we could really help each other out when in the past we've given up.  We could e-mail each other back and forth, giving frequent updates to keep us in line for our weight loss, ya know?  If you want to do that then just e-mail me or comment on here.