So guess what I'm doing right this moment. I'm eating a chocolate chip and pecan cookie with a tall ice cold glass of milk. Tonight is my last "meal" and I wanted to make it whatever I wanted. So I picked milk and cookies, my personal favorite (: Tomorrow starts my life. No matter what, I will do this! And tomorrow is a water fast day to purge my system of impurities. I'm more excited than I've ever been to do something so... pure and perfect. By August 23 I will be 100 lbs. No excuses! Come first day of school I will be beautiful. I just got back from the beautiful New York City and I am more inspired than ever. Plus, I got the cutest clothes there that I know I would look great in if I lost 20 lbs. An easy 20 lbs because my mind is set. It's not just the weight. I want to purge myself of all impurities. I'm going to make it a promise to myself, to keep my room and my personal belongings in an organizable sort of way, clean and beautiful. I want to make my life my own, and losing the weight is the first step while at the same time keeping my surroundings neat. And I want to learn a new instrument. I want to learn the violin. So I'm going to decide when school starts back up if I have the time to do so. And if I do, you'll be the first to know! And this year, I'm going to work 10 times...no, 20 times as hard on my ballet. I want to be the best. This next month is crunch time.
On another note, I wanted to develop the best inspiration possible. I think we all need support sometimes, or all the time, and I think that if some of us grouped together, just a small group, then we could really help each other out when in the past we've given up. We could e-mail each other back and forth, giving frequent updates to keep us in line for our weight loss, ya know? If you want to do that then just e-mail me or comment on here.
